Aqui.

Porto Côvo

"Aqui nesta praia onde
Não há nenhum vestígio de impureza,
Aqui onde há somente
Ondas tombando ininterruptamente,
Puro espaço e lúcida unidade,
Aqui o tempo apaixonadamente
Encontra a própria liberdade."

Sophia de Mello Breyner Andresen

So long.

In this moment of nostalgy
I guess I write to you
I've been constantly disapointed
for whatever you do.

After all we've been through
I still try to understand
If it was me doing it wrong
or if it was you all along.

This past few years
I guess I've learnt
Thank you for that
but why did it have to hurt?

Seriously, I'm kinda speechless
I really don't know what to say
I guess all you said
It was lies... I'm ashamed.

Ashamed of myself
for believing,
for trusting
for being always there to catch you
if you fall...
but from now on
I won't be there at all.

So be careful,
don't rely too much...
You took me as granted
don't make a rush
to take someone instead
Cos I know,
no one will be as patient
as I was...
They won't try.

My last word: Goodbye.

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17.05.08